After Holly and I spent a wonderful Sunday a week ago going to an apple orchard, a pumpkin farm/hayride/corn maze/sunflower patch, walking around a nature preserve and then a park, pizza at my house, drinking a bottle of wine, sharing some kisses.... I haven't gotten to talk to her since.  Last Thursday she responded to a text saying she was incredibly busy and stressing over a meeting she was having the next morning with her lawyer and for me to be patient.  I assume her meeting happened; Saturday passed without hearing from her even though we were supposed to go to a movie and dinner; Sunday passed and she hasn't responded to an email and voicemail I left today.  So, I am back to snacking to deal with my depression. 

B-Man, you're looking good; Gawd I need a woman.....


In my entire life I never tried to see how high I could play. - Maynard Ferguson